My Better Half with Optimistic

清晨的我看看时间，八点过半

站在房间的角落一动不动，不要吵

一天难得阳光能透过窗户照到这篇角落的墙角

堪培拉的云彩依然会不合时宜的挡住我享受阳光的心情

想起Alison，又一次的想起来

她说，enjoy，我笑了，这个为我多事，为我懂事，愿当爱情课堂学习委员的爱人

爱你呵，我的爱人

when i hug u, i began to know how i love u and cannot stay without u.

alison, be stronger, so do i

remember i love u and miss u

our oversea life is about fighting, study and love

therefore, the one year and half will be quick

 

i will always love u, deeply and deeply

written in mel airport

 

i ve receivecd the full offer and coe from anu.

i believe anu is the best uni in au. im fortunitely.

cz my final results didnt get the standards, 70 marks.

finanlly, my 67 marks get the adminition of anu.

im lucky, i hope the opportunity will help our hv a better life.

alison, my partner, my wife support my positively.

although we will depart and live in different places, its a big challenge for us.

mum is worried about our condition in the coming one year and a half.

alison and i believe there is nothing could beat us.

nothing is impossible,

impossible is "im possible"

thats it.

i believe the time will stenthen our love ,

alison, i love u, like the sms i send u yesterday.

i love u deeply

 

lets meet the unknown things in the coming life, hand in hand.

we dont fear anything

we married

in simple, everybody is happy and wish us happiness

thats good, isn't it

life is a balnk paper, we draw on the paper hand in hand

dont need to think too much and be happy

who knows what gonna be next time,have our life with Alison

my better half

 

i went to Typo bought a gift for my wife

a clock. that red clock alion ask many times to buy, im always restrict her with expensive or unuseful something like that

also i bought a lovely card for her

i said to the welcome stuff in Typo, a lady, i wanna give her a surprise!

she smile and said: i hoe so.

so do i, alison, i love u, hope u like it.

i dont know wt kind of situation will be like next year, we continue live together with quarrel and laugh or we live seperate and still love each other.

dont worry, the same thing is we love each other, thats the most important.

u r the air i breath

those few days, alison told my many times(>3) satauday is my birthday, wt u buying for me?

alison, listen to me, i didnt buy nothing for u

wt i say in these way is wanna give a surprise

love u , and miss u

by the way, i really wanna change another job right now

long time hvn't wrote

i saved a new chenel in my phone, saved as fish

cz its my fish shop fixed redio chenel

i like the chenel , sound music doesnt stop,and those passion djs

alison will be my wife -in- law soon, next 3rd of oct

we r excited and powerful

yesterday, we went to agencies for alison's py and our pr

although many difficulties in our road,

i won't scared, be with u, step by step

we discussed the distense love,may be we will in 2 places for one year and half.

maybe, we can meet in midbreak or summer & winter holiday

its a really challenge'

alison

come on, ur ielts, ill always help u

its our stuff

no matter how hard it is, i ll be with u

our dream, come ture, u r mainpoint

my queen

i love u

forever, always

Dear Alisonbaby,

i am wiritting to say sorry for u comimng to Jinan. im indeed sorry for i cheating u to come with u back to shenyang. when u on the way home, i was sitting on in the waiting room for a long time. then took the bus bc home, my brain is only blank. but u  are the blank. that is my brain is full of alisonbaby.  i love u, i wanna hold ur hand closely and warmly. im regret that i cheat u, but i hv no choice, cause if i didnt cheat u, u wont happy in the three days in jinan. sorry about that.

no matter how u wanna break up, i wont say yes. i love u , i wont give in, u are my angel and my baby. u r the only one in the world, for me, my wife. if u leave me, i dont know how to live and how to breath.

im online. read the flood in liaioning. im afraid that ur train may stop or spend more time because of rain or flood. wt r u doing? sleeping of crying. r u hungry? thirty? cold? i cannot do anything. the only thing i did was make u cry , make u angry  and make u crazy. im sorry.

 

baby, please forgive me, please. please do not non-response to me.

 i love u. honey. miss u so much.

miss ur smell foot

 

Yours,

Sweety

after the 23rd birthday with Alison, we went bc  to china together

im in a hotel to type these words with missing and missing

alison has gone bc home with family, i will with my family tomor

when we depature from our home, i has a strange feeling about refuse to depature

i like the life with alison, the independent life, with smile, lying on the bed, speak the sweety words, even strife.

the above condition is fine, thats the parts of our loving life

i miss u, baby

miss the Thai Cafe, the most meaningful birthday with the right better half

i ll pull the heavy luggages bc to my city, meet my mother, father, relatives, ever loved grandma and dear friends

also, of course, miss u every seconds

when i see u two weeks later, i ll say: haven't seen u for ages!!!

i love u,

 

miss u so much in the night of shanghai

Sweety

i will come back home with my sweeter, although we wil go to different cities.

i enjoy " every one fine"-film. perhaps i feel i am old and i miss home.

i am not sure when could we come back again. i will take care my family this time.

in the next two or three years, there are two main things that we need face! miney and job!

ANYWAY, i will stronger and i will take it try my best. in my opinon, i and terrence will get it.

i love terrence  and my family always.

when i finish the banking law, our 3rd semester is ending.

everything is going on. probably 10 days left in mel , we plan take some stuff for our family

alison and i increase the working time to get more payment for our expense in the stuff.

 life become simple, it will going on

strict joy is an ablum name

i like the name. the singer is the actor and actress of "once"---a music movie

i like once as well, the fantastic music make me fall in the music,

a song in once, is ' falling slowly' ,, the feeling of listening to the song is specific

any way, its a gd song.

 

bc to alision and terren 's life.

we have finished 2exams. an d alison has 2 left, lucky terren has only one, but the one is really difficult

less than one month , we ll go bc to china,  but in the period of reviewing , we are in the fiu , and cannot get out. its not a perfect thing for us. but i recond the tips on the wall in front of alison, which written on: wt didnt break us, wt make us stronger!!!

after kissing form alison, i keep going   ~~lol

bc to the strict joy. this ablum lied in the E disk for a long time, i only listened once, and feel the ablum is normal, the only special stuff is the actor and actress fell in love because of once, but then they break up. the happy ending is although they break up, but it cannot stop they work together and make the songs.

when i listening to those songs now, they superising me,

awsome!!!

alison, i hope u can get well as soon as possible.

cause i love u very very very deeply

im wonder about i have the good memory of remembering the user name and pin

in blog bus~~~~~~~~~~~

whooo~~~`

 

shall we go? start to listen to me, your better half tell a motive story to u

my honey

 

im so favourable of typing english blog, the typing speed let me feel the wind~

so fast, i mean the time of this semester,

now is week 11

now is 1month to finish the last second semester exam

now is less than 2 month to bc to China

now is 2 month to hv ielts

now i feel i love alison than before

 

honey, u know? i feel the growing up is a so fatastic stuff

magic stuff for me

in the way to grow up, i come out  , meet many people, meet my better half

meet the shortages of me ,meet how to treat with the future, how to see the last days in my life, in comfortably,relaxly and freely

i miss my parents, friends, and u ,every seconds

if i still hv some problem with some body, i think i wont hv the angry feeling for those bodies

its melting

 

we like "hear me" , a true feeling movie

: ) 

 

this week

alison and Terren prepare to hug EAster day

about 1 week holiday

only one day for coming to uni this week

we hv booked tickets , air tickets

near 3 months we will step on the ground of China

i hope i can hung out with that 5 brothers

and dont forget ielts

 

ok, i think i need study when im playing

should study

when alison and i stay in home to waste weekends

both of us felt strange about why we would like to stay together

and hug on the bed

we never feel tired about each other

i dont know why, so do Alison

may be, must be --------------------------love

assignments,  tests coming, lots of stuffs to conduct

ielts, uni, working, lots of stuffs to conduct

i think ,a lot of things are not in my mind

and  hard to handle , hard to control

my grandma, dear grandma, went to the heaven,

after 1 week, grandma dead, i knew the news

regret, the regretest person , my grandma

when i was a child, i dont know how to keep a memory of a person in my brain

till now, the memory drop in peases in my heart, hurt my heart

and i cannot organised the memory

when i pock up pease one by one, only the tears

i love u, my family,especially yingying

亲爱的，是我的错，咱们的钱不应该我自己说了算

朋友答应一周内还，现在已经超时

是我自己太大意了，对不起

明天早上我就给她打电话

现在我也很闹心，很想赶快到第二天，总想着这件事，也睡不着

亲爱的，对不起，不让我上床睡觉那就算惩罚我吧

我想让我和姑娘的日子都是fantastic day。但是这就是生活

我们只有努力，才有可能

这一周，忙忙碌碌，姑娘忙了一周的工作，和改课，到周5才稳定下来

到周日才睡了一个懒觉，这个蜂后真的是辛辛苦苦的任劳任怨

我的工作也变得开始多起来，学习也没有走上正轨，我想我还是不够努力

移民政策变得越来越不利于我们，我们觉得读研已经不能解决问题，现在的政策变的让我们必须要面对种种残酷的问题。诸如去留与奋斗

问了很多朋友，读研，或者回家，我们都是在迷茫中求生存的 一代，没有好的环境，只有乱世

昨天的墨尔本下了冰雹，火车站都被停运，加上最近不停的地震，看来这个世界越来越不稳定了

但是我还是坚信，未来是我们的！一定是我们的！

希望奶奶可以好起来，健康起来，希望在我回去的时候，还能尽孝

大头姑娘和我又一次搬了家，然后开始添置家具

我们白色的床，我们白色的桌子，和玻璃的桌子，黑色的转椅

亲爱的，我们正常的学习生活就要开始，加油吧

我爱你

和姑娘的生活要告一段落

假期要告一段落

要搬家了，一个我们都很满意的地方，新的开始前

姑娘满怀憧憬，激动冲动以及感动的给我说买这买那

我都一一答应，要是不答应，不好说，上一次的黑色city又要降临在suburb

不知道老板会不会给我涨钱，不涨，我又要再找一份

我和姑娘准备年中回国，今天看到队长在中国的facebook上传的照片，高中聚会

让我羡慕了一会，很多同学都认不出来了

姑娘终于可以不用上这么多的班了，真好，可以多休息休息

布置布置我们的新房间，可以看看书，这比什么都好

今天是情人节，也是大年初一

本来说好的去sunbury野炊，被老板的旷工打乱

姑娘只好在前晚撑到3点看赵本山今早8点半又要跑去上班

至今也音信全无

姑娘昨晚陪我看春晚，给我另一份家的感觉

特别是看到有光家庭的小品，我就觉得特幸福，对面坐着姑娘是一件特幸福的事情

昨天的水煮鱼特别的成功，糖醋排骨就不多说了，还有牛腩柿子，没怎么吃，大虾依然好吃，剩下的猪肉白菜的水饺由于我的无经验操作，忘放了油，和香油导致我至今只吃了一个水饺，姑娘听我诉苦后扑哧一笑，我明白了，这是常识啊

昨晚的春晚很好看，冯巩的小品，郭冬临的小品，赵本山的小品都很逗，小虎队，王菲，陈奕迅，歌都很好听

下面，就要开始找房子了。又要搬家，又是一个新的开始

 

我给姑娘买了一盆花

昨天是小年夜，本想平静的度过

结果姑娘还是给我把被子蒙在了头上，不理我了

姑娘啊，你可知道我爱你有多深，爱你有几分

你是知道的

你在乎我，所以这样

害怕你哭，害怕你伤心，害怕你沉默

你，就是我的克星

女侠～饶命！！

送完荧荧，回来写很久没写的日志

我们过得很幸福，很久都没有吵架，几次伪吵架都被我揭穿了，荧荧钻被窝，背过身装不理

已经没有用了

但是，这不能说，我不爱荧荧了，依然很爱很爱她

看到荧荧懒洋洋的样子，就忍不住上去吻她，太可爱的样子和猪一样的睡眠实在是让我不够疼的

3个月的假期，转眼就只剩一个月，过年完后就开始找房搬家，之前还有一次考试

这个2月应该过的快的多

荧荧上班很辛苦，荧荧坚持下，下周就可以带你去教堂了

Alison清晨的咆哮都是因为我的原因，和姑娘睡觉睡的多了我觉得自己也有变成猪的趋势和可能

姑娘今天很奇怪，早晨6点就起来关掉闹钟，叫我起床，我是一点都睁不开眼睛

晕来晕去的没有起来的动力

迷迷糊糊的送姑娘去上班，姑娘给我下马威的不停的说：哎呀，别跟着我

这可咋办呢

 

后来，姑娘给我来了电话，语气很温柔，我趴在床上，像头猪似的傻笑

呵呵，呵呵呵，我爱你～

我觉得现在有人想要起义了，我要抵制和镇压，坚决不给阳光喝水份！！

你的任务是服饰我

我的任务是让你服饰，明白了吧，后悔了吧，晚了，就这样吧

好好的过日子，不许反抗，不许翻身做主人！！

首要的任务是帮我找美丽的手表哈。么么

 

blogbus又开始启程，终于又开始写日志

生活过得很快，我的 summer school也已经开始，姑娘波澜不惊的经营着店铺

我则还在依然每天都在看招聘

 

昨天和姑娘帮朋友买了大狠包，提着这么大一个包走在city里，看出姑娘的的确确也想要一个

我许诺说，你毕业找到full time 就给你买，姑娘高兴的春光灿烂

frankly，姑娘的职业装穿起来很好看

姑娘今早温柔的叫我起床，给我做早餐

让我又一次的不知所措

想起昨晚还因为误会生姑娘的气

其实姑娘一点都不懒，只是每天工作的很累

我要认真体谅姑娘了

后天就要开始summer school

我的扁桃体也不应时的疼了起来，姑娘接我下班前就被我发现

原因是一个前凸后凸的姑娘注视着我们店除了姑娘没别人了

口口声声说要生病的我就生病了，心里愧疚，让姑娘体贴的照顾我即是幸福也是内疚

 

马上就上课，饱满热情，病总会好的，生活也总会平稳起来

姑娘别怕，我陪你

想了很久的墨尔本新年烟火，姑娘陪我看完

很好看，我们大叫着，很开心的在雨中待了2个小时

从来没想到会有一天，有我爱的人在我身边看烟火，互相依偎的看烟火把天空涂上颜色

突然间就有天长地久的冲动

但是呢，我们有什么愿望，我们都不说，我们都明白

希望这个我们都不说 的愿望可以实现

 

很久没有写日志，都在忙于打工，试了两家鬼佬店

其实不是我们能力不行，语言没有了问题，在哪都可以应对

就像国内那个超级累的饭店一样，现在想来去了就可以接客，点餐

没有任何的问题

语言很重要，即是一句废话又是一句麻烦的话

 

姑娘的工作压力一下子大了许多，我要帮她迎接这个挑战

相信这一个月，姑娘一定能得到许多的经验

放心，有我呢，besides you

我很认真的 给姑娘提起平安夜的想法，我想要平安不要吵架

姑娘表示赞同的点点头

果然我们的平安夜就很平淡的 度过了

吃的大虾，喝的白葡萄酒

平安夜的第二天我们就去看了姑娘老板的豪宅

回来后我们都不约而同的有了买车的想法，当然，这是我们干事业的第一件事

boxing day的奢侈到现在我还记着，从来没花过这么多钱，姑娘说很上火，我则一心不想钱的事

晚上的时候姑娘病了，电话里传来可怜的求救声音，哭哭啼啼，看来每个女人都有软弱的一面

就连平时拿我连锁喉功的姑娘也不例外

急忙赶回家，姑娘一个劲的喊饿，好不容易上楼做了碗面和大虾青菜，姑娘吃的很开心，我笑说

-你这是生病吗

-是啊，但是该吃吃，呜呜（吃饭的声音）

-我真羡慕你

幸运的是，第二天姑娘就基本没事了

阿门

 

姑娘，我爱你

快要到圣诞夜，小香和我已经把情绪释放完毕

准备过一个平静的圣诞夜

对于圣诞我们都没有什么准备

不过就是买虾鱼肉的享受大快朵颐的过节气氛

小香是越来越好看，开始瘦了下来

同时也发了话：我在开学前还停留在这个7刀的工作上

我们的感情就要危机重现

我知道姑娘对我不断的施压是想让我们的生活过得更好，更稳定

我理解，是我找工不努力还是运气差了一点点

我还是要找下去，good stuffs on our way already

 

今天的highpoint的警示牌上已经打出 open 24 hours

小香今天是20：00--3：00，这样的工作时间真是辛苦了她

一会就去尝尝小香的香咖啡和一顿面包夜宵

圣诞节快乐，老太婆

姑娘，在昨晚， 接我下班，等了40分钟

姑娘就是个能给我快乐和惊喜的姑娘，让我越来越稀罕

虽然说今天不容易的挣扎爬起来给我们的早饭加一碗粥，姑娘却没有起来

但是我还会给姑娘做下去，怎么说这也是我的荣幸和责任

 

昨天的鸡架很好吃，我们把桌子抬到2楼外面 的阳台，一边喝着汽水，雨不停下

汽车过去总会带来很大的噪音

后来的鸡架被不明物体叼走就已经是后话了

亲爱的小香

miss u

好久没写博客了，再不写就成了甜甜的一人世界了，我觉得很不妥！！！

想甜甜了，他怎么还不下班呀，看来平日里他等我也是很郁闷，于是我决定去接他，吼吼！！

昨天和他大战了一场，现在家里还是很狼藉，嘿嘿，收拾吧，帅哥，让你欺负我，吼吼！！

我现在很幸福，但是我觉得我和和小甜甜再努力一点，一起加油，么么

吼吼，再过一个小时你就见到你的娇妻了，接招吧